I can't think of a more fitting title for today's post. I warn you, this post is very much about my journey through my art and life today, a real journal type of blog that i hope helps other artists out there who are on their own path, but it is an inward focus. Please express your feelings in the comment section of how you can relate or oppose- if you like.
My art has always expressed dualities, creating a yin yang balance symbolically. Now, with one collection underway and new one beginning, i see the dualities or oppositions when comparing the work.
I usually create one series/collection of paintings at a time after much contemplation, reading,
journaling and research. Once
I've gathered the thoughts and
imagery that strikes a cord within me, i then begin the process of clarifying and carving them out to reveal exactly what i want to express through the paintings. It always seems as if these ideas thoughts are other-worldly or spiritual coming from something much greater than just me...
The first collection, well underway is based on deep meanings, some hidden, some very clear. I am working on a title for this series as it
develops. The theme is fragility with strength in an alternative worlds/universes. These worlds contain materials that serve as symbolism, paint that creates an ethereal quality to both the atmosphere as well as the inner world. Cities built from
collaged vintage book pages have thin
repetitive line work covering the edges working inward, suspended atop a bed of feathers, textured labyrinth, skeleton keys or eggshells. the top and bottom of this world are usually "Tied" together by string grids, holding on.
The second collection that I am also working on, having just started it due to my need to create abstractly, focusing in a simpler, less story-telling kind of way. This collection is not so much about the materials and subject- more about the color composition and evoking emotions from expressive paint strokes, scratching, exposing the depth and layers by sanding and applying washes of paint. It allows me to be more
spontaneous but also simple- such as having to cut back on words so one is left choosing only the exact words to best describe themselves.I need that to balance out the other, more symbolic and complicated collection.
Opposition keeps me comfortable and happy, the dualities are apparent in far more than just my 2 new collections of paintings, it's my nature. An experimentalist/
improvisationalist at heart with the undying need for peace of mind from planning and repeating symbols or themes. This ritual gives me exactly what i need within the unknown. A delicate balance all my own.